I find myself as a probable outlier in my grade and high school. I have never kissed anybody on the lips, nor has anyone gone past friendship with me. There have been girls who have shown a bit of interest, but every time there has been an inconvenience or one of us shied out. Most of my friends have had at least a pop kiss and about half of them have had girlfriends. Then again, I believe most teenage relationships are meaningless and for the sake of dating (and a waste of time and money), but I can't help but feel like I kind of want someone special to cherish in my day to day life. There's my family and I love them with all my heart, but you know it's not the same.